Intern Struggles

I think it's high time to reveal the true inner workings of my mind when I'm on inpatient wards. I think it's pretty representative of my feelings and sense of panic when I'm in the spotlight of presentations. It can be an extremely terrifying and frustrating experience being the front-man to present and justify your decisions. Especially when I don't feel like I know much of anything at all to make these big choices for my patients! I am told the confidence settles in with time, but that definitely looks like something very unattainable at the moment.